Moody

It will be moody recently, i think at least for 1 or 2 weeks
i can't control it, the problem is just not solved
and sorry friends:(
for not going any outings or events i promised to go
i wished to go, but i really dont have the mood
same for tmrr
i wished to go the Halloween event, in fact was looking forward to it
but can i not go? in the process of considering..
dk whether they have enough helpers anot
and like ive said to go but didnt go, felt so bad and guilty
i wished i had the courage to say everything here but apparently, i dont have
-another entry into my diary-
recently my diary records unhappy things:(
it's not good. i dont have happy things to write in

forget about it.
i shall go and do my ONOW essay now..
there's so much things to be done this week