Life goes on as usual

Just came across this in tumblr, and found it rather meaningful so decided to share it haha:D To discover the world, what a great task isn't it?

Haha ohwell, long time since i last updated the blog, a little long. Cos those few days didnt really on the laptop hahah and have been sleeping a little earlier than last sem. Oh well, there's this lizard in my house i saw ytd that is super disgusting despite its size. Urgh! It's super super small, like just a little more than a centimetre. Think it's a baby lizard. And i havent seen any lizard any smaller than this i think it's considered an eyeopener? LOL Me my mum and my sis started to saw this during our tv time after dinner and it was crawling above the wall near the ceiling that time. Woah. It just crawl and crawl and crawl forward like quite fast. And totally not scared of us or sounds de wor! we were making sounds and it still continued crawling! then crawl till its near the main door. Then we stop disturbing it hoping it will crawl out by itself. But didnt expect that it just crawled around the circumference and was back inside! Argh! so the lizard was still crawling and we attempted to use newspaper to make it fall into the plastic bag and throw away but failed. Even i failed too. Thought it was small and just use the newspaper to move it only but on nearer view im like super disgusted urgh. Gave up. So we just let the lizard continue its "world tour" inside our house. Cos it's so small and it travel so far, considered a tour uh. Then i think its really like exploring loh, crawl one whole round at the corridor ceiling in my house and back to the living room!

And know what? the most disgusting thing is when it is crawling. Yeap. Is super er xin and gross and eww! And ytd that lizard keeps on "looking" as in the head like keep on coming out- like it's not to the wall, and it's coming out loh" dk how to explain but yah very er xin! And cos ytd that lizard keep on exploring ma, then my sis say cos the lizard is like baby. Then need to practise crawling know! it's like 学走路! LOL!! Just now me and my mum went out then when we came back my sis say she saw the lizard again! And the lizard like dancing sia! Like the tail keep on moving! And it went on the living room curtain somemore! But now dk go where again. Aiya i heck care liao lah. As long as i dont see it then is okay le. But i think now my house really a lot lizards sia, dk how. Cos no one in the family dares to catch it. Urgh. My bro also dont dare loh! Then my mum say dw to kill the lizards so nvr put those dk what poison or what. Cos even if kill le also need ppl go take ma, nobody dares, so yah. Really can't imagine living with lizards leh! And they everytime go to the piano there de! think cos it's very big then they go there got 安全感 know. Then that time when i play the piano, got one lizard come out! Go past my feet! Wah really disgusted LOL. We are like 养宠物, till got baby liao loh!

Anyway, dont want to talk bout that le hahah very disgusting lol. Just now went SSC with mummy hahah. Went daiso and we bought a lot of things! hahah i bought the embosser, very nice with 5designs! and also saw a belt quite nice then buy:D hahah This time round go esprit didnt buy anything, not nice de:( Then went inside the shop call "S" something de, forget the name le. But the dresses inside very nice de, and quite unique. Saw some tube dresses was like woo nice! hahaha wanted to try de but dk want to buy ma then just go out. But after go out le then feel like trying but aiya suan le cos a bit weird lol. But maybe will go again someday to buy for bro's wedding haha:D The dress like nice sia! can wear go out also de:DD Woo feel super tempted to buy now. Urgh regretted for not trying it just now:( Mum was still asking me to got try see see also. Sian.

Didnt do anything much today. Hahaha woke up only in the afternoon and had maggie. Half the day's gone. Bath and study a while and it's 4 plus 5 le. Prepare a while then went out le loh and it's 6 hahaha. Came back used the laptop and now it's 11plus alr! Sleeptime again in a while's time.

Oh ya, i saw a watch just now that i wanted to buy so long! Ohmian! It's super duper uber nice! Wanted to buy a watch that's not so kiddy like more classic kind. It's niceeee! Shall buy it the next time! hahha:D It's definitely worth it to invest in a good watch^^ mine's already 3 years plus and still counting haha

haoba! i go eat my beancurd le hahah just now buy de bye peeps! :D

wah seriously. stop it

Fever, third time

Hi people. This holiday of Good Friday isn't that good for me. That's cos i fell sick, again. Urgh, definitely very irritating. Especially when this is the THIRD time im having fever for the month of April. I dont even remember having so many times of fever in a year, yet in a month i can get it for three times. And i think it's cos my immunity havent build up yet since last time. And another reason that contributed most is the aircon! Damn. The MLT aircon on thurs was super super cold, don't know why. Or maybe it was because we sat at the corner. For all the lectures we went to, it wasn't even that cold! Somemore we had to stay for 2hrs, 2lectures. And im like with the jacket and still super duper cold! Began to have some runny nose after that. Then after school went home sleep, then eat and bath then go for dip plus. Actually after bathing i felt a little weird. Then when i was in the train, i felt a little warm. And after that inside the dip plus class, i felt cold. All these while, the watery watery 鼻涕 was still there. Then i started to feel that im having a fever loh. Go home and pop 2 panadol then after that went to sleep somewhere near my normal sleeping time. Didnt tell anyone bout it.

Was praying very hard that by next morning i would be okay so that i didnt have to tell my mum but apparently it's not. Was super hot and took the temp. Actually it's 39.2 degrees but i told my mum it's 38.8. A white lie. Else it's really too high le. So for Good Friday, the whole day im almost sleeping and eating the meds. It's not good at all. Plus the flu is really bad. I keep on blowing out the things, like never ending. Then Saturday the fever dont have le, luckily. But the flu's still there, become blocked nose. Argh. And i still hvae to do my tutorials. It's like super shitty la.

Then today was also sleeping loh. Cos just dont care and eat the flu med, then sleep. So that can quickly recover. If not tmr start school again le. Nose is still abit blocked but i think better le. Seriously, idk what ive done this few days of holiday. Not good at all. And didnt really study much. Tutorials didnt do much too. Was just sleeping and sleeping.

And tmr's a long day. Hopes that the MLT/LT tmr will not be too cold.

When there's nothing to do- SLEEP!

Hello! Currently sitting on my bed using the laptop happily hahah cos there's nothing much to do. And later i shall off my laptop and go to bed! :D Woo but it seems like ive been sitting in this position for too long and my legs are numb. Have to change another position haha.

Oh well, today went for the anti smoking campaign and helped out. Woosh, i breathed in another hour or so of second hand smoke again. Cannot take it, like suffocating know! But this time round like nth much to do cos really a lot of ppl helping out. And the tshirt this time very ugly, and. very big size. The last time one nicer. but that time worse, breathed in 2 days of smoke! And after the thing ends, we slack slack a while wait for ppl here and there then lunch time was left like 15mins? And had a super quick lunch! But i think my eating speed like slow down le, dk is it cos poly got more time to eat or what but like eat very slow leh! Was late for the only lecture for the day. A boring lecture i suppose, from what i hear today. Then headed home! And guess what? It's sleep time! Had my flu med and went to sleep till it's dinner time! Now very energised hahah hope i can fall asleep later:)

Tmr only going school for 2 lectures. Not any better too. But it's 10am lesson, so there's seat on the train:) And after lesson ends, im going home directly, not wasting any time cos will be coming back school again for dip plus at 6pm. Like waste time. But i think if every week like this will very sian.

WAhh. Now very angry. Pissed. URGHHHH. Cool down~

Back. Suddenly miss choir a lot.. Those choir practices arhh.. Like everyone so enjoy their own part.. Cos that day was my sec school de syf. Like 2years past so fast uh. They are having syf again. Heard that they got a bronze:( Sian. Was thinking they could help to maintain what we got. Or best, even better than that. But i guess they did their best luh.. But anyway, i also didnt get to participate in the syf my year. Cos of fever again:(( Was very sad that time cos we had practiced so hard. And the songs were so nice, esp the japan one. The czech one also quite catchy and nice! woo really very nice lohhh

Haha alright i still gonna do other things le:D

Unsure

There's one thing im bothered about recently. Wondering if i had went the wrong step previously or is it wrong that i did nothing at all. Everything seems to have changed like just wow. But i do not know what to do exactly. It's like i already have a decision up in my head, but im afraid of telling it out, and doing it. I do not know what's the purpose of it and it seems a bit redundant, like there's no point in me doing it anyway. Even till now, i still do not know what i should do, whether i should do it or not, and do i want to do it or not. Seems a bit confusing but yah, there it is, staring at me asking for an answer.

Year 2 Life ain't easy

YO! These few days havent been turning on my laptop ya.. Cos ytd was too tired le, hahah first day of school and im already tired. Well, any thoughts for year 2? It's not gonna be that easy anymore, not anymore ya. And it's not gonna be that interesting at the very least? Today's the second day of school, and i've been through nearly all of the modules this sem. Not one of the module interests me. Maybe not. Cos some modules havent been really taught yet. But. I can really say that this sem's lecturer, tutor, and module really sucks! Machiam like a lot part timer, and loooongggg winded lecturer/tutor who just talks like lullaby man! And today there's one lecture: the lecturer is like really a lot of fei hua, and even the rules all these also can explain till so detail one, explain those miscellaneous de till 35-40mins gone! And when finally go into the module teaching, she also explain like till nvr explain, want to copy additional explaination for understanding also like nth to copy. Seriously very cui.

And! This sem arh i tell you, got a lot of projects! and i mean A LOT! A lot of modules are like ICA, meaning non exam de. Also meaning mostly will be based on projects. ARGH. Two days of school and there's going to be 5 projects, YES. 5 Projects for this semester!! CRAZYYY! And there's some module havent been gone through yet. I think it's gonna add on to it. Hate projects like seriously la. Hate to meet up and waste time and then finally do the project like last minute. This sem if have to do, really cnnt do last minute le cfm no time de loh. Sighs now i think already stress le. 3 weeks later you will hear me saying im flooded with projects. No, or maybe my blog will not be that active a few weeks later. Maybe back to short posts le hahhaha

Alright, i shall stop here le. Going to eat medicine le, then later go sleep. Have to wake up early tmr! Nights! :D

Start of school!

WOO! suddenly miss the eggtarts and the milk tea in Hongkong manzz! Feel like going back there again! hahahah i want to go holiday sia, but the timing like everytime cannot match. Whole family actually is okay with anytime de, is just me and my sis de timing everytime cnnt match. Now i starting school, then she going to exam and after that holidays. Argh. So yah loh..

Siann tmr is starting school le.. Totally dont have the feel know like very bu xi guan cos holiday for so long le. Then tmr have to cramp with ppl again. What's worse, first day of school and im having like 2breaks! one is 2hr, another 1hour. And last lesson of the day: tutorial for 3hours!! can die i tell you. Ending school at only 6pm sia:( And tmr go home will have to become sardines again le:(( And this sem de modules like very sian one loh. Haisss like so bored.. Have to get back to track le..

Alright i better go pack up the remaining of my stuffs and go sleep le. Nagging** Byees!

No SG for me:(

Heyyy it's a stay at home day for me again:( You know the reason why luh.. ohya i went to the doctor's ytd cos i woke up with a sore throat and some cough. If no sore throat or anything, and fever subside should be okay le but have so just go loh, since school's starting anyway. Luckily there's no antibiotics for me, i just finished 5days of it since that time's fever and it's like just not long ago! Today's feeling better le, but still coughing:( Hopefully i can quickly recover before school starts. Know the reason why i just recovered, yet sick again? Doctor said maybe it's cos that time the fever plus all those flu sore throat all these drag quite long, considered big sick. Then it's like i fight the virus till my immunity low le, like you know you play game right, after killing the monster your health bar is red le HAHAH i know the analogy a bit fail but yah hahaha Then that's why after recover le still need time to build up my immunity. But after i recover i go fow briefing, sentosa, kbox, shopping wah seh! somemore the weather at sentosa is hot! and so many people. That's why very easy catch virus. Then sick again loh. So after i recover i really have to build my immunity up again le. Eat vitamin c everyday and drink more water:) The vit c is just there but i just dont eat the other time. Only like now, then i eat. Too late! Virus already attack le lah! But still, have to eat luh.

Now im like "condemned" by my mum or rather everyone in my house. Not really condemned but is like because of the big fever that time, and now the sick thing (just recover jiu sick again), then will tio nagging that i cannot so busy again ah, dont everything also go, blablabla. And like she will keep ask me eat, everyone also ask me eat. i dont understand, im already FULL! then still say i eat so little. The thing is im full, so it's okay le isn't it? LOLL Take today for instance, today sis's bf came again, then had dinner. He really eat a lot k, is really alot. The plate like full of rice. The after we eat finish, he take the remaining of the rice after my mum somewhat tell him to eat, bie ke qi etc. See him so skinny and tall, actually he can eat a lot de! Then after that he left, my mum tell me "你啊，跟我吃多一点啊，这么瘦，你看人家吃这么多" blabla. But he's a guy isn't it? Guy eat a lot is normal ma! and i where got VERY skinny. URGH! Don't know have to wait till when then she will forget and stop this eating thing. Machiam like everyday during meal she see my rice say i eat so little like that. I not full i will take ma!

Today didnt get to go SG, a bit sian. Cos wanted to go there mingle around de, at least for a few hours know. But just stay at home watch my drama loh. If not school start le then quite happy sia think going to finish liao. Just finish ep 19, like after so long HAHAHAH Then yesterday finally wrote another entry in my diary hahah just remembered that i very long time nvr write inside le. Like 3mths sia! Then is like spam only. Spam all those things recently loh.. hahah

Aiya it's getting late le, have to rest now! Goodnight! :D

can you just keep quiet and stop saying the same things over and over again? im sick and tired of hearing them. Just wanna have a break

13th April, Wednesday--Sick, Day at home

After a day shopping happily, i woke up feeling myself feverish. Actually when i was sleeping at night, i already feel like it was warm but yet i find myself covering myself with the blanket.. But still didnt wake up and so find myself waking up with a fever, AGAIN. 38.4, actually i think it should be higher than that cos when i see the numbers rising very fast, i pulled out a little bit, so it wasnt that inside of my throat there. Told my sis loh, ate some bread and then the medicine. And then i still had to register for my GEMs with a heavy head. Reading some last minute instructions from the web cos i had more or less forgotten how i did the other time. Then the web was super lagging, and i logged in ard 1057.. When i see that there's still quite some time, im afraid that later the system will auto log out, so i press some other buttons. And after that i see, oh shittt! 11am le! and it's still lagging sia! Hurry up and refresh, still in the process of lagging. Im like nervous shit. Then i see the time, it's already 1102! Finally able to press the add/drop module button. And hurry up typed in the code and things, Woo registered successfully! :D

There after i went to sleep and rest loh.. Didnt dare to tell my mum sia, but still told her anyway.. And my sis say is cos the previous day i went shopping with mum, wear sleeveless then caught a cold le. But cant be arh, cos it's not like i nvr wear sleeveless go shopping before, last time also like that wear de ma but dk lah maybe is cos just recover not long ago, immunity still weak that's why.. Think i have to build up my immunity again le.. Year one also dont have fever, only those minor sore throat de.. Sian loh, my remaining bit of my holiday still cannot enjoy, give to fever liao. Arghhh! And year 2 gonna start liao!

Slept for yesterday and yeahh, porridge meals is back again, giddy spells is back again. Mummy's scoldings is back again. urgh! Now she will nag at me even more not to skip breakfast, to eat more! Super sian! Why sick again uh? I still wanted to go out and meet up with friends de leh..

Aiya suan le, anw now is just to recover faster if not school's gonna start.. Health is more important ya

12th April, Tuesday-- a Shopping day

Woke up quite early and went out with mum.. But before going shopping, we went to the chinese sinsei there de clinic for the revisit or smth loh. But i waited outside there lah then this time she did acupuncture on mummy instead of messaging/ pushing the bones or what. I also not so sure la hahha. While waiting for mummy outside, saw an auntie and she sat beside me then started talking to me loh. Like asking who am i waiting for, what is mummy seeking treatment for, etc. Then she thought why im not schooling on a weekday, and thought im still in secondary school! hahhah wow im young okay! But after that im like kinda sian diao cos you know what? The auntie like sibei kiasu and haolian okay! cos she's like asking where im studying then she say her niece's in ntu blabla and studied those science in poly so can choose any course in uni, like what engineering, even business also. Then she say cos i study business in poly, so i can only take business in uni. LOLL actually i can also take science/ maths/ whatever sub i want loh, just that i might not have exemption in certain modules. But i just play along with her loh. And she still say that her daughter are in JC, showing off those things lah then saying we in poly then the marks are cumulative so is better if nvr do well still can pull up. True, but it also means it can be pulled down easily if you slack towards the end. She was saying like her daughters in jc, their marks are just one-time de. So if nvr do well then have to retain. Aiya she just wants to say that her daughter very pro la, we study poly de is nothing loh. But i just smile smile loh..

Then after that my mum come out le we go take train to city hall, raffles city hahaa.. cos mummy have to spend her robinson's voucher that's why.. she wanted to buy a particular size de bag and we shopped for quite a while.. or i should say quite long? walked for 2 rounds i think? In the end settled down for one. Wanted to buy one bangle de, quite nice! But dont have new one, and looked quite 旧 so didnt buy loh.. Cos i didnt buy anything and it was like 7pm le, im quite sad and wanted to buy a wallet.. Actually is also cos this whole holiday was busy with cscc stuff, didnt play much or buy anything so wanted to buy something haha. In the end bought a wallet from Accessorize, super ex de! In the end i will regret. Why i regret? shall elaborate later on. Went for dinner after that and shopped further.. After that went in Charles and Keith in hope of finding a pair of sandals. Cos since that time FOT my nail still in the process of growing, dont dare to wear covered shoes yet.. And my other sandals like going spoil le.. And so i found, actually a few pairs, and theres sales like woo! Charles and Keith rarely got sales leh, somemore is in those a lot of ppl go de outlet. But bought one only luh.. But, still happy! HAHA Oh yah, i mentioned i regretted buying the wallet right? Cos i saw in charles and keith, that it's like nicer and better to touch , and even cheaper! Like $30 plus have le, Accessorize really very ex la the things.. Plus, i even saw one shoulder bag, super nice de!! $60++ if i didnt buy that wallet i could have bought the bag loh! my mum was saying, if you didnt buy wallet then i will buy for you. Im like ohhhh miannn!! :(( sadded maxxx

So i went home thinking arhhhh why am i so rash!! And im like ohhhh can i refund can i refund?? but it's like super paiseh lah so drop the thought anyway.. shall wait for next time loh. But i still wish to buy some clothes before school starts sia

KBOX DAY!

YO!! hahahh after resting for a day after FOW, i went to school today to settle the indem forms and hand in.. Hahhah Surprisingly, David didnt scold me when i submit it to him wor! Hahahah naise!! Then still thank you somemore hahah:D After that had lunch in school before heading to Orchard Scape for Kbox session:D hehehhe YAY Then i can say the ppl they really very stupid. Cos we went late so the rest went in first then they actually told the person there are 7persons but the rest will come later. But they collected money for 4 person only. Then when we reach we cannot contact the others so we jsut went in loh. Then there were people paying money also and they also nvr care abt us. And we thought they paid for us already hahahah. In the end we didnt pay a single cent sia! Then it was raining.. and we went cathay inside have fries loh.. In the end i left early with Brenda hahah..

Tmr going shopping with mummy!:DD actually is today de but i pushed back cos of the kbox session HAHAHA cos must have at least one more kbox before school reopen mahh that's why.. if not after that very busy lerhhs... Then tmr can buy things wooohoo~! And and, i finally got back my $100!! hahahha so happy:D

Kays till here today hope i can buy some things tmr! Bye! ^^

FOW GATO!

Woots! FOW is finally overrrr~~ FO stuffs are overrr~~ Hahhaha released already:D And SG also not my problem le HAHAHA so now i can finally enjoy the remaining of my holiday in peace! WOO i just realise, the whole of my holiday is revolved around cscc.. Right after exam and its doing the CSCC day stuff, publication a lot of things to do arhhh.. Invitation cards, design and stuff.. Then after that is FOC stuff.. secretary, minutes, training and helping to do props.. Then before FOC ends, FOW comes.. the GL training.. In between these, FOC preparation still continues and soon after is prep camp.. had fun and was tired! Then had IT fair to persuade campers to join the camp.. Following that, i fell sick. High fever on and off and flu cough phlegm everything lah.. Didnt even went for the camp and miss out everything fun:(( Then followed by some training and FOW briefing! Recovered and went for that hahah and then lastly came FOW! hehehe:DD

And my group was GATO!!~~ ga ga gato ga ga gato!!~~ HAHAHHA siao liaooo... had fun with them arh and it was a day FILLED with SAND, WATER and SUN! really hahah.. Didnt really remember their names much and i guess they also wont remember us loh.. even if will right they will remember their FOC daddy mummy loh.. cos it's 4days camp ma of course they better la haha but nvm lah it's still fun anw:D Walked in the sand a lot and barefooted on the road and realised that i tio a cut on my feet. wahseh after the event end, went to bath super pain! andand, i forgotten to get my children's contact:( some also cannot find in fb. cos dont rmb their names:( wahhh sad max sia! Anw, we went for dinner after that at vivo, first time eating carl's junior it was super ex and big serving! bought and see the burger like not very big leh then eat. But when eating halfway wah find that really very big, and a lot. so shared with another friend loh. Hahahah.. Took train only at 11 plus and reached home like 12 plus? reached home liao jitao take out the wet and dirty clothes, wash up then go sleep liao HAHAH is super tired de loh! Then the next day wake up ard 12, still feeling tired. and aching sia! dk why like do nth much but body is aching HAHAH

Treasuring everything

Something emotional today.. Just feel that we should all treasure our loved ones, whether it's friends, or family, before we do not have the chance to do anymore.. If you can still talk back to them or whatsoever, it is considered your good luck cos if they leave, you cant even hear their voice anymore, much less talk back to them. Do not quarrel with your parents, or give them face, bad attitude more if you can control it. Treasure the times that you have with them, think about the others who do not have the chance and try to change your attitude. It will definitely beniefit you a lot in terms of your character too. and you will not regret in the future. Just treasure whatever you have, whatever chance to meet your friends, maintain good relationship or these things might just disappear unknowingly, when you least expect it.

Nua-ing~

Nth much to blog today..
basically just nua-ing at home, helping mum with the groceries etc
and also watchign my dramaa
later going out for dinner with friends le:)
haiiis this week will also be quite packed.. quite la
cant seem to find any friend for shopping in town..
most of my good friends in sec school all went jc..
so now they are still studying and are quite busy i can say..
holidays only in december so can only meet them up for dinner for now..

so bored so bored and the holiday is just flying away before my eyes..
Tmr cannot go for gl training le cos going bai bai in the morning... haiis
another day..

then thurs will be fow briefing.. and fow soon!
oh miannn i scared i dk what to do on fow day itself sia..
just hope that everything will turn out smoothly..
and i can have some enjoyment after that le!

craving for kbox now.. hahhah sudden craving~~
Hope to go for another round of kbox or wii or boardgames at playnation or minds cafe before the school starts:DD
Hee~ ^^
alright going out soon Byesss!!

HI people
So in the end i didnt go to the camp at all
Felt bad for asking others to help me do what im supposed to do and also missing out the fun maybe..
cos didnt went for that time de foc, then this time round also didnt get to participate in it have to wait till next year le..
felt better now but still not fully recovered la
this time sick very long sia, and went to doctor for 3 times
siao one, first time fever, second time is fever nvr come down, third time the remains loh plus phlegm cough all these
and fever dont have le, then have again super sian
those few days appetite very bad cos vomit ma, then have been eating porridge loh
lost one kg hahha dk is happy or what :D
then tmr is the last day of camp liaos so fast foc is ending..
this sat is fow ohmian dk how..
hahhah well shall see bahhh
school is starting soon! super siannn!!
ahhhhhs holiday is going to end le like fly away only
shall try to fully utilise the remaining of my holiday and not let it come to waste..