Damn. Why can't i get over it? It's already over the moment the decision is made. Pictures are the culprit. Now i feel a tinge of regret over my decision back then.

:D / D:

HELLO! Lots of updates i think? If i still remember la.

Celebrated my 18th birthday and went kbox again! Weird enough, had some dizzy spell again. :( So long don't have already. And it's on the 23rd itself. Woke up and after going to the toilet, brushed teeth, felt dizzy and black &white. Then hurried back to my room loh. It's the same thing the other day. Didn't celebrate much, just a normal celebration as usual. Sister got me what i wanted! Something i've been looking for after it's spoiled. And it's super nice hehe:D Think she spent quite some money. And she made a card for me! AWWW. Love handmade things<3. Didn't even know she did it cos i thought i was at home all the time when she's at home too! Got some other presents from friends as well. Card from Brenda! And letter cum card plus cute pen from wanchew! She delivered it to my house and i was still wondering who was it. Hahaha<3

Bought a dress the other day when i went out with my mum. Was fretting over what i should wear for my bro's wedding dinner and thought if i couldn't get any nice dress i should just wear a nice top with jeans. But well. I got one! Didn't want to buy initially cos it's too expensive! i think if there's more time i would have gotten cheaper ones in town. Even though im not the one paying, but still it's quite expensive lah. But anyway, the problem's solved! :D

Cause of the wedding dinner, SPELL shift is affected and just as May need someone to replace her, i needed someone to replace me too. So, swapping of shifts! Went for shift yesterday and wow i think that's the one session that i learnt the most things amongst all SPELL sessions! Night shift is quite fun i think! Basically cos there's more sales? i'm not sure. Did a lot of things yesterday. Ironing, arranging, putting new stuff, etc. And i made my first sales! WOOHOO. Everytime sat/sun morn shift there's no sales so i've no chance to learn how to perform the transaction but yesterday there's loads! I think i've somehow familiarised with it already? First sales' $60+ :D Mum went airport too with me yesterday. She's bored ah and she said she can walk around and wait for me  to end work. :DDD Had dinner with her too! Ended shift and closed shop yesterday at 11pm sharp, no disruptions, no nothing. Smooth sailing:D Bus queue was super long and we waited for the next bus with shift ppl. Reached home ard 12.40am? And it's raining heavily even before we alighted. Cold wind too. Hahah. Me and my mum went home, bathed, and cooked noodle. The noodle is like NICE. Especially because we're hungry, and the weather's cold.

Today is a grocery day. Woke up, went ntuc with mum, bought a lot of things. Even after bringing the "trolley bag" there, it's still heavy! 10kg of rice. Went home, put down the stuff and went admiralty again. Bought the baibai de oil, joss sticks, and went to the market to buy some groceries. Of course, we settled lunch there:D Hehe. Reached home, used laptop play games and do stuff for the afternoon, then went out again ard 6pm. Haha Went to ntuc to buy the toilet roll cos promo's ending today ah. And some other stuff. I bought my yoghurt! ^^ All in all, walked 3 times to and fro you know!

Been sleeping late during the holidays. Ahhs, bad habit. bad habit. Really bad :(((

okay. i bought a top today. Spent $30 today plus lunch. Retail therapy:D

Shucks

-Just checked my final and last results. Came out too late and i alr off-ed the laptop just now.-
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!~~
I NEED TO SCREAMMM LIKE NAOOOOO!
I know somebody or rather a lot of people will beat me if they see me but i'm not being proud or anything. That's why you don't see me sharing ______ (you know what i'm talking about) unless you ask right? i just don't feel comfortable sharing it with everyone be it on my blog or twitter or anything very openly or straight to the point.

But this time round it's really, came as a shock to me. Or maybe i'm just too much a perfectionist. Not a libra, nor a virgo. Just somewhere in between. Have characteristics of both? But i admit being a perfectionist.

I expected that to be of lower grade, but at least not that much. Really really.

I really think someone will come slap me after reading this. But it's my blog right?!!! True, this is just some external thing but it's still something right?? It just ruins everything. I know it's my fault. I didn't do my best. I just "don't care" about this module that time.

Radio is playing songs from my favourite singer now but i can't bring myself to hum or sing along with it. Going out tmr but don't feel the excitement all of a sudden. I guess i'll be alright tmr when i meet up with the others.:D

The Pain visits me again.

So i woke up super early for an event today which is like 4.50am? Cause they're meeting at Outram at 6.30am. Should've know it, not to reach so early. I'm not very early actually, just that there are people who's late. Reached ard 6.35am? And we actually left off outram at somewhere near 7-7.30am? Oh and we missed 2 bus stops so we had to walked backwards, reaching the place near to 8am which is supposed to be the registration time for visitors already. Today's event is about dementia, it's like a forum, and considered quite a big event. Hmm first time attending cscc event ever since i became year 2, kinda miss the subcom days when i see the year ones though it's busy.

And so i had gastric just now since 12? Still a little pain now but not so pain already. Actually i also dk if it's gastric. Cause there are so many types of pain right? But i've had this before in the past. But i've had breakfast ah! Ate bread at home before leaving house. Or is it that i woke up too early and so everything digested? I remember some time around 11+pm i had 2 small tuna bread at the reception area there. Then when everything has ended, and we started to have the lunch reception, the pain started coming in.

All the way even after eating some beehoon at the reception area at SPELL T3 during the grand opening after the cs event.

I wonder why. Other people also nvr eat also won't pain but me leh? Some more i've had experience that if i have this pain for quite long and still without eating, i will have dizzy spell and might faint. LOL. IF lah. But very long nvr happen le, at most only dizzy spell loh. Then i will quickly drink some sugar water or something. Sian. Like so mafan lah.

Alright. I have to go and buy my dinner now! Hope i will feel better later!

P.S. New curtains today! NICEEEE~ :D

Chalet

Back from chalet yesterday and went for SPELL shift in the morning. Was a tired day, super super tired. Upon reaching home, found out that my mum didn't cook and went out to buy dinner with her after resting for a while. After dinner, i think i can practically just lie there falling asleep but i didn't cause i don't want to sleep so soon. Hehe.

This time's chalet is basically slacking. First night slept very late. Mum was chatting with her brother, with the television turned on. Basically i'm a person who can't sleep if there are any noise, unless i'm very very tired. So, i just can't fall asleep until a very long time which idk when. I think is around 3 plus? Plus sister went to watch movie with her bf and chatted after that. So they came back super late also. And when then came back, mum went to open the door for them, made some noises too, and i kinda woke also. Disturbing night i had. This time didn't went to watch the sunrise unlike the other time. Slept till 10 plus before we bathed and went for lunch and to buy food for bbq. Woke up late so didn't went to swim either. After returning to our unit, we rest a while and watched tv. Started to feel sleepy and fell asleep. Hehe slept until 5plus if i'm not wrong! Didn't went to cycle too.

Ohyah this time round, there's some people who's just so thick skin! Wonder how they could go around asking for food ya! Quite late at night, there's this woman who's going to walk back to her unit after passing by ours but stopped by at ours and looked in at our bbq pit asking for a sausage. At that time, only me and my bro's wife is outside. So we were thinking it's only one food item right, then just okay loh. Then she started chatting and say our food nice and theirs like not nice etc. But the fact is we didn't even saw people from their unit bbq-ing food in the start! Still thought that it's vacant! Then she say like "ohh we still left a lot of food", "is it that we don't want eat already" kinda thing. I think if we say "yah we don't want eat already" maybe she will say then can we give it to them? LOL! Before leaving, she finished her sausage and asked for a chicken wing! Walao!

We then saw her walking back and commenting about her luh. Not long after, her friend came! Started the conversation by asking for food also. Then we say that inside people is still eating the food luh. She was like "ohh" and speechless. Then she say like can she use our fire to cook food cause they left quite some food. Then i say the fire is like dying loh. Then she walked back loh. WAH is like really thick skin uh!

Packed my books today and shifted some to other cupboard so that my main cupboard near to me will be rather empty for next sem's books/ notes. Wiped my study table too, it's free from dust now! Ironed a whole lot of clothes too!

Haunting

Why do people just keep on rubbing salt onto wounds? They just don't seem to put themselves in other people's shoes and try to be more understanding. WHY. I wonder why such people exists in this world.

Been constantly worrying about this and that but it's just there staring back at myself in the face. When can i rid myself of such things and be able to put my mind at ease?

It's Never Ending

Finished packing for chalet tmr! Hope i won't forget to bring whatever i need to cause this time i pack is like very fast. Haha. Changed the colour of nail polish, now waiting for it to dry. Quite hard to type now uh. I think the bottle of nail polish is like drying up soon. But then again, i think i bought it for already 6months le. Hahha thinking of buying another one i saw in the mall. And now got discount haha. I think it's impossible for someone to use finish an entire bottle of nail polish de loh. Really! Even if you paint it everytime, i think you will also get sick of the colour right! This one i already used half the bottle so it's considered good lah hehe.

The thought of SPELL on monday morning is just "SIANN!" I have to wake up early and set off from pasir ris luh. But well, it's better than going home after check out and go back to the east again right? But still, it spoils the holiday mood! Ahhhhs..

My wisdom tooth is acting up again. But this time round is on the left. WHY AH? The other time was the right side but after visiting dentist with some cleaning, the pain never came back to me again. Now is left side! URGHHH! It's like when i close my mouth, the teeth together, i can feel it pressing on my gum. I can even feel the small tooth using my tongue! SIGH. Should i go to the dentist again? Some where near 6 months since i last visited one. Shall observe the condition first.

Thinking of changing hairstyle, cutting bangs. I think i mentioned before quite long ago. Actually i wanted to cut bangs like quite long ago but just that i have been putting the plan back again and again. Maybe cause i don't have the courage to cut it? Actually i wanted to let it grow long and see if it's nice also. But i think it's still not long enough for me to put it at the back of my ear. Too long that i'm kinda tired of waiting for it to grow. But on the other hand, i'm also lazy to maintain if i were to cut it short. But actually if i were to cut bangs, it's not the usual kind that's super straight together kind cos i think it would be too straight. I think i will cut like a bit long short long short kind then push it to the side. Side-swept bangs ya. Aiya! But im indecisive! Afraid that it would not turn out nice! But when im young i also cut before what! BUT. i still can't decide. I think in the end i will still end up not doing anything to my hair. HAHAH. Shall see again!

At Least It's Better Than Nothing Right

Yeapppp So i went shopping :DDD *wide-smiled* But not exactly hahah. Well. Actually me and my mum were supposed to go cwp to buy sister's cake since she's going out in the afternoon. Ohyah, by the way, this afternoon before she went out, there's a deliveryman, with a bouquet of roses for my sister. OOOH! SO NICE RIGHT! But not really bouquet lah, there's 10 stalks in total. But okay lah. Flowers are expensive right? But awwww. It's still on her table now luh.

Oh anyway, we went cwp after that and walked around first. Went to Metro and saw this outfit. FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. SO NICEEE! It's a one-piece outfit (dress) and costs $59.90. Okay luh, a bit expensive but it's a one-piece mah and the material also quite good. And there's 20% discount currently. But didn't buy:( cos sister is not here. She's got the membership card then i think got discount or points also. Some more birthday month maybe got more discounts. So yah loh. Didn't buy. :(( Really very nice! Go out wear or what also can. It's somewhat casual. I SHALL WAIT AND BRING IT HOME SOMEDAY.

Oh but on a happier note, i bought a pair of sandals just now hehehe. Charles & Keith got sales for some sandals. Got it for near $30, quite nice too! And still tempted to buy bags. Ahh my bag. Been wanting to buy one for so long. You know those leather kind, maybe black or brown, and with some chain thingy. Aiya next time lah kay.

ANOTHER YEAR HAS PASSED!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BAO!
LOVE YOU LOADS MUACKSSS! <3
MUST STUDY HARD OKAY!

Whatever

I really think so cos i don't believe it.

 他们说: "世界上没有丑女人；只有懒女人"
但是我不相信因为我自认是前者。


Woke up quite early today cause a guy from those deco shop is coming over my house to take measurements. Gor's 'english' wedding is over already but their chinese one has yet to come but soon. Just heard from my mum that it's early October. And so that saturday, they went with mum to the shop to discuss about the curtain blind and also buy all those painting stuff. Because of this, me and my sis got the luck of changing ours too:) Cause it will be cheaper in that sense you know. We've been living in this house since i was 5 years old if i'm not wrong. So it's about 13 years? Yah. And so a lot of the things in the house is starting to spoil. HAHA. So yah. We got to change our curtain blind too! Although i don't realyl like the design of the blind currently, but i must admit that i got used to it. It's really very good, with 100% blockage of light. But my mum say is expensive and hard to clean etc. That time my dad do de. So yeahh and now this one i wonder if i can get use to it or not. Cause of course it will be thinner than the current one. But anyway. It's a good thing that i can change something new:D

Then after that we went to ssc to change/choose the design of our room curtain. Cause that day when my bro they all went to choose, me and my sis did not go, so they helped us choose already. But now we can change lah. Went to popular walk around and got reminded that mum wanted to buy a table light for me. I'm always back facing the light source so when i'm doing my work it's kinda dark with the shadows. Quite resistant with it previously but i think i can feel my eyesight like not very good nowadays so shall comply with it. haha. The person very nice, still helped us put the light bulb and gave some advice like some things to note etc. Then i suddenly remember im looking for job and the venue quite good, not a lot of people huh. So applied for job. But not sure whether they will hire me or not luh. Andandand, mentioned about the camp in the previous post right? Yeap. Have to choose either one if i'm employed loh. How i wish i went to work in the first week of the holiday. Then maybe 2 weeks later i can quit already, and i can go for the camp! :D But well.. Regrets*

My new table light! very bright right? :))

Okay! shall continue my drama tmr then! Have missed my drama for a few days le. And i shall do sister's birthday card tmr! while she's out:D So many people born on september! Hehe including me! :D Oh yah. Came across the email popular sent me regarding birthday treats. There's this promo on cakes of Icing Room. Not the self deco one though, but i went to the website and saw, it's quite nice! Like very cute but not sure whether it tastes as nice though. Heheh 20% of the cakes. Wondering if i should get the cake there for my birthday this year or just stick to four leaves? hehe shall see first, anyway still long lah.

Till here now, Bye! Long posts recently! :D

KBOX! YAY! :DDD

HEHE SO I WENT TO KBOX TODAY! OHMYGOD SO HAPPY CAUSE LAST HOLIDAY I DIDN'T GET TO GO. HEHEHE:P

Supposed to meet up with cscc peeps at somerset at 2pm. But well, you know.. Okay i reached at 1.50pm. Everyone was late:( Brenda reached at 2.30pm and the rest i think near to 3pm? OKAY I SHOULD HAVE EATEN MY LUNCH BEFORE COMING OUT. * REGRETTED MAX* But well, while waiting, i ate a pancake and had a soya drink and after which shopped around, tried on clothes, resisted my urge to buy it! ohmygod. Really wanted to buy! But cannot keep on spending luh. Also nvr work. SIGHHH. NO WORK! My schedule like hard to get a job now. If can only can start work next week cos there's chalet this week. And im thinking of going for a camp. But if im employed, then i guess i might not be able to go loh. If not there's not a full 1month leh. AHHH SIANNN! But i still want to shop! There's a lot of things i want to buy: clothes, bag, shoes etcetc...

Okay back to the kbox topic. Hehe so we had 4 hours of fun i think? Lots of laughter that day too hahah. Paid $5 per person:D cos jordan got the voucher again hehe:D

Hope to be able to go kbox at least another time before school starts! ^^

Holiday is as happy as it can be:D

Hello!

Had SPELL early today again. Haha so long since i last went for SPELL and it just feels so weird. Like i had forgotten everything. So i'm the cashier for the day since i didn't had the chance to be one the last few times. BUTBUTBUT. Again, the sales was just plain pathetic. Shall elaborate more.

Well, even though the thought of going to SPELL is very dreading, but! Lasted the day with wanchew and roxane! :DD Hehehe had a fun time chatting and laughing real hard. Chatted on a lot of topics from Roxane's new hairstyle- it's cute! heheheh, to korean bbq for outing to other topics. "Smurf-y" day hahah. And while roxane went for lunch, me and wanchew started our own entertainment. HAHAH imitating stuff and about the telephone protocol etc. HAHAHAH damn funny. I think our laughter can be heard when customers walk outside the shop loh. OMG. Ohoh and we spent a few hours planning for our lunch/dinner. Hehe. Cause we wanted to have a good dinner somewhere in the airport but our shift ends at 4.30pm so it's a tad early for dinner yah. In the end we decided on having bread for lunch (hungry max esp because we woke up super early), and after our shift has ended, we happily took skytrain to Astons! YAY. Had my potato salad:D Overall it's a fun day. Took pictures while eating, and cam-whored with chewy during train ride:D Pictures below! ^^

Roxane!*

Wanchew! with her potato and baked beans:D

Me! with potato salad! :D (blurred image due to wanchew~~)

Reflection~

AWESOME X2

HELLO PEOPLE! HERE AGAIN! HAHAHHA HAD A MUCH AWESOME HOLIDAY TILL NOW YA!

Basically after going to USS, i've been resting at home for a day. And on Thursday, i went shopping! WOOTS! ^^ Was already late myself but others also late! In the end only started shopping around 3 plus i think? Walked Bugis Street for a few rounds and didn't buy anything. Haha was considering what to buy you know! At the end of the day, i end up with a dress and a shirt, and a belt:D Spent $23.70 on these things hahahh HAPPY HAPPY! But should have bought one more top lah. AIKS. Nevermind. I shall save it for next time. HIAK HIAK! :D

Went for dinner after that at a Japanese Restaurant called [Yokozuna]. NICEEEEE!~~ Look at the pictures! **

JingJia & ChingYee's Set:))

Hahah Theirs consisted of Tempura (the basket you see above), fried tofu (the bowl left of the basket), unagi (left of bowl), chicken, and udon.

Me & WanChew's Set:D

HEHEHE~ Me and Wanchew chose this set cause of the salmon lah! ~~~ NICE RIGHTTTTT! This set consist of miso soup, the sashimi and 2 onigiri, the black black thing which idk what is it, cold tofu, and teriyaki chicken:DD Hehe and the salmon is not those thin thin one, and quite fresh you know! AHHS

*幸福的感觉~*

*Zoom in on the sashimi and onigiri*

Hahaha nice dinner you know! And the atmosphere there is like a nice! You know like when we sit down, our legs will be at a 'hole' below that is not seen, like those Japanese kind you know? Iya it's very hard to describe but is just nice lah! Cozy cozy also. After GST, was $17.05. A bit expensive lah i know, but occasionally la hor. 

After dinner, we went back Bugis Junction to walk walk and after that decided to take neoprints! hahahah it's been a long time since i last took it already, last year this time also. Was fun! And funny also! HAHAHHA

*Overview of the recent neoprints i took*
Decided to take it out and saw some difference over the 1 or 2 years!

01.09.2011

25.09.2011

06.04.2010

20.11.2009

Mixed (in my wallet)

Haha! Shall take another neoprint in the full clique outing! :DD

After neoprint, we went to have ice-cream also at Bugis, near Mos Burger there de place. If i'm not wrong, should be called [Venetia]? Nice also~ Raspberry de:D Chatted while eating ice-cream until the place's about to close and keep it's chairs. Then we went to take the train. Spent a total of ~$47 for the day! But it's from August's leftover after savings, due to exam and study week so didn't spend much for that month. So i still didn't overspend September's allowance! :D

haha, AWESOME DAY ISN'T IT?


2nd September 2011


Hahah thought i will be staying at home and slack, watch drama but didn't. Mum went to acupuncture in the afternoon and after which we went for dinner at Jack's Place at cwp with ah yi.:D Hehe Picture below! That's what i had for dinner! Looks nice right! Got cheese and tomato in the crumbed chicken:D And we ordered set too. So there's a soup, dessert, and tea. Super full dinner yesterday too! And mum bought something for me too! Not a birthday gift but just something. Got quite a shock cause we were looking at the things at the shop but i thought we were just looking loh, then she asked the person about it. So in the end i got something. Really a shock lah. Cause it's really expensive, didn't expect her to buy it. hehe.