sometimes.
i wonder why i study so hard,
i don't know why im working so hard for
it seems like we have to study hard for our future
but it seemed like i'm studying for one person
to prove something.
i dont know why.
i just have the kind of determination to study for the whole day
minus some walking around the house.
and sometimes.
i just wish to experience what it feels like to not study for one exam or even test
how it feels to be like.
that kind of feeling
i guess it would be exiciting?
or am i mad from all the studying?
i guess so.